I'm Back
As all of you know who check my blog I am not the most productive blogger and I honestly was like who looks at it is there really any point. I asked myself this question. I said to myself self who checks your blog. :) So when I was away I was like I am going to send emails cause then I know people will read it. Even though its an email I can’t know anything right. People can just delete it. :)Then a couple days ago I started a new blog. I was very confused this day and had nothing to do at work. I thought a new beginning. I have since then decided to just continue on with this old blog of mine.
Here is the one post I put upon my other blog.
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A new blog - hopefully a more productive one.
Well after coming back from South Africa I am finding my life extremely confusing. For a few reasons.
1) The most obvious to myself and that is I just came home.
2) Second is I have one class left in my educational career and am currently working full time. I feel extremely disconnected to the some people in my life due to this fact. I understand that we all have to grow up and move on at some point but I didn't’t want to as of yet.
3) Graduating in 4 months is forcing me to actually think and plan about the future. 4 months ago I had it all figured out but now I am questioning everything. Questioning everything in ones life is all at one time exciting, scary, confusing, enlightening and motivating. Though right now the scary and confusing part is taking center stage.
I have always wanted my life to mean something. I know that sounds incredible cliché but it is the way I feel. I want to have a positive impact on the world and it has a question of not only how would I go about doing this but what do I want it to be. How do I stay motivated? Who knows how it will all work out.
Anyways hopefully this blog will help me to figure it all out? Yes No - Who Knows we will see.
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